Happy days die...but some survive

Looking at my scars
Reminding me
of everything
I've gone through
Take the knife
And satisfy your pain

Looking at my scars
What have I done?
Done to me?
It wasn't worth it
But I know
I could never resist

Looking at my scars
Little scratches
Deep cuts
All of them
A proof
For my own weakness

Looking at my scars
Every single cut
Has it's own story
It's own backgroun
Every single cut
A sign for my own failure

Looking at my scars
They are my memories
Broken souvenirs
Of something
I wanna forget
But I won't

They won't disappear
And their message
Seems so clear
'Cause what we were
and what we are
Is hidden in the scar

Standing in the shadow
Of the one I used to be
Looking in the mirror
Don't know if it's me

I'm giving up

Losing myself
Falling again
Searching someone else
Who can tell me who I am

I'm giving up

What have I become?
Nothing's like before
We both know I'm undone
I don't recognize me anymore

I'm giving up

Now I've found these photographs
Under this sky of dust
But all whats left to see now
Seems like broken trust

I'm giving up

Now there is no way to get along
I can hear ending the last song
Won't stay here, I don't belong
Turning my back... I'm finally gone

Life goes on
What for a stupid phrase
You are stuck
You are a prisoner
In your own life
And you can't get out
'cause it just goes on

Life goes on
What does it mean?
That you have
To play your role
To play this game
Until the end?
No way out...it just goes on

Life goes on
In an unkown direction
Where does it lead?
To heaven?
To hell?
It doesn't matter
No influence...it just goes on

Life goes on
What a stupid phrase
No matter where you go
No matter what you do
You have to lose
Yes right, life goes on
But not necessity

Dear enemy
I don't know
Your face
I don't know
Who you are
But be sure
I'll find it out

Dear enemy
I know
You will come
I don't know when
Or wherefrom
But be sure
I'll find it out

Dear enemy
I know
You will be there
I don't know
What you want
But be sure
I'll find it out

Dear enemy
I know
You will try to hurt me
I know
You will try to break me
And I am sure
That it will work

Dear enemy
It won't be easy
We both know that
Not easy for you?
Not easy for me?
But I am sure
I'll find it out

Dear enemy
We will meet
Anytime, anywhere
And I will smile
Into your face
No matter
If I win or lose

Dear enemy
I know you know me
So you also know
That I will fight
I won't give up
And soon
You will find it out

Walking through the streets
between the skyscraper
Go into a shop there
Have a lunch here
And I know
I am finally home

Sitting at the harbour
watch the people
talk to them
It's a different language
but I know
I am finally home

Standing on the mountain
take a deep breath
close my eyes
feel the breeze on my skin
And I know
I am finally home

Lying in my bed
looking at the moon
No nightmares
I am happy
And I know
I am finally home

New experiences
new places, new faces
just having fun
Knowing it won't stay for long
But I dream
I am finally home