Happy days die...but some survive

I'm afraid
Of what's coming
I'm afraid
Of changing
I'm afraid
Of staying this way
I'm afraid..

I'm scared
Of myself
I'm scared
Of what's happening to me
I'm scared
Of losing my best friends
I'm scared

I'm insecure
about what to do
I'm insecure
about who I am
I'm insecure
About my desicions
I'm insecure

I feel alone
even though I'm not
I feel lonely
without any reason
I feel depressed
Didn't I just smiled?
I just feel bad

There are so many things
They are haunting me
So many questions
Who am I?
Am I doing right?
Why am I not like before?

All these questions
They are torturing me
I don't know
How to break out
Just feel lonely
What went wrong?