Sonntag, 8. Januar 2012
Dear brothers
unhappy, 21:07h
Dear brothers,
do you remember? We were children and mum wanted us to think about a New Year resolution and we had to sticked to it, doesn't matter what it was or what happened. Something like brushing your teeth every night, not to argue that much or to read a book. She acted like everything could be possible. Well, a new year started again, but I don't believe in it anymore. I'm wondering if you feel the same way. Something's happening to me. I feel like shriveling, like I'm becoming smaller and smaller and I can't stop it. In my life, so much is going wrong right now and it feels like the ground opens and swallows me up. As you leaved, this big gap emerged, but instead of growing into it, I just fell through it. And I am still falling. Like I was half-asleep and can't wake up... just can't wake up...
do you remember? We were children and mum wanted us to think about a New Year resolution and we had to sticked to it, doesn't matter what it was or what happened. Something like brushing your teeth every night, not to argue that much or to read a book. She acted like everything could be possible. Well, a new year started again, but I don't believe in it anymore. I'm wondering if you feel the same way. Something's happening to me. I feel like shriveling, like I'm becoming smaller and smaller and I can't stop it. In my life, so much is going wrong right now and it feels like the ground opens and swallows me up. As you leaved, this big gap emerged, but instead of growing into it, I just fell through it. And I am still falling. Like I was half-asleep and can't wake up... just can't wake up...
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