Happy days die...but some survive

I'm feeling empty today. In my mind are no thoughts I could write about. There are just my feelings. Not so good feelings. I am angry. Angry about some guys who are a little bit wierd. They put out a rumour. Well, I'm angry about that, but I think this guys aren't worth to spare just one thought about them. They do their thing, I do my own thing, so why can't we leave it at that?
Than, there are my worries. I'm worried about a good friend. He's ill and I can't help him. I'm not sure if I will stand what's comming soon. But I will take it, for him. I have to think about what I will do next.
But there's a good feeling, too. I'm gratefull. This boy, I wrote about some time ago, is helping me, to find a solution for my problems. I will write some classtest this and next week. I'm feeling not very well. But he tells me that I can take it and I believie in me.
And there's another feeling. Surprise. I'm exicted what will happen next... hmm... yeah, this is gonna be awsome.
And there's delight. I will spend my holidays in Canada and in the USA. It's gonna be a very good time, to relax and to see very interesting things. I think I will learn much...

So these are my mixed up feelings. Good and Bad. I just sit back and watch what will happen... =D