Happy days die...but some survive

For someone it might be unbelievable, but I still miss my kitty. As you know, I lost it a few months ago and it seems like I'm over it. But I'm not. Not at night. I still miss my loved little kitty. I lie in my bed...and it's empty. I really feel the emptyness. I feel alone without it. Leos death was not necessary. I just loved him so much. He can't be gone..no...
Why did destiny take him away from me? Didn't it see how happy I was? How happy I was, just because I could hear his purr? It's unbelievable... I still miss him...