Happy days die...but some survive

I don't know
who can I trust?
My mum lied
you lied
who is telling the truth?
I really don't know

All these lies
was it so easy?
Why didn't you tell me?
Because you love me?
Because you take care?
I really don't know

What should I do?
Should I be hurt?
Should I be angry?
Should I be sorry?
Tell me!
'Cause I really don't know

What do I know?
Do I know what happened?
Do I know who you are?
Do I know where you are?
Do I know where we are?
I really don't know

I wanna hide
I wanna cry
I wanna run away
I wanna die
not because of you
I really know

Do you know?
I'm not this typical girl
who thinks she's an adult
who thinks she knows everything
but I'm not a child anymore
Do you know?

But I know
I take care of you
I forgive you
I trust you
I can live with the "Real you"
I love you
That's all I really know

My dear, I love you. I don't want to break off contact with you. I just wanna know you. I wanna believe you. I wanna know I can trust you. And I wanna know that you are true to me and that you are the one you really are. 'cause only than, we can have a good relationship and we know that we can rely on each other. Don't hurt yourself. Don't die. I won't watch you die. I won't watch you bleed... I will be there for you. Do you remember? CFS? Do you remember the meaning of it? Please, from now on..be true to me! Be just true to me. Will you promise?
I love you more than anything <3