Happy days die...but some survive

I'm confused
Don't know
what to do
Don't know
what to say
I'm so confused

I'm confused
for what should I fight?
for what should I live?
Yes for you
and I still do
sorry, I'm so confused

I'm confused
Wich way to go?
I'm searching, searching and searching
can't find a road that I should take
It's getting faster
I'm so confused

I'm confused
should I talk?
should I be quiet?
should I hide?
should I show?
I'm so confused

I'm confused
I could fake
I could be true
I could disappear
But I don't wanna hurt you
I'm so confused

I'm confused
so many doubts
Will I figure it out?
Will there be a day
when everything turns out okay
and I could stay
without fears
or the tears
pain or cry
I don't wanna be confused
not again, not longer
Take it away from me
I'm begging you
Stop it
stop me

back? forth? up? down?

I'm still confused....