Happy days die...but some survive

Tears
they don't change anything
they are just there
and role over your face

Tears
there are many reasons for them
pain, luck, desperate and sadness
but they don't help you

Tears
wet, clear and cold
everyone try to hide them
so no one care

Tears
don't help me
so I won't show them
I think it would hurt me
if you see my tears
'cause you will recognize
and smile....

I don't know what happend. Joyfull things happened to me, today. But I feel so bad like a long time before. It began in the Physic lesson. I got depressed, I was in a bad mood and everything and everyone anoied me. I thought it will fade away and I'll feel better when I'm at home. But it doesn't change. I cry, I get angry, I'm desperate and cry again. I don't know how to stop it. It's making me confused. What's wrong? Why do I feel so bad. I'm not sure what I want. I don't know if I want to be comforted or if I just want to be alone. What the fuck is going on? I'm so sad, desperate, confused and angry....